Well, this has turned into the worst year ever. I thought the road was clear and bright, and shiny, and very quickly a giant BUS of a problem came out of nowhere, and WHAMO!!
ugh.
Everyday is a struggle. Everyday is hard. Everyday I think, "I should take out stock in Kleenex."
And unfortunately, it's not going to get better any time soon.
So, today, I am trying to fake it until I make it. There must be a reason I need this trial.
(I truly, TRULY wish there had been another way to give the experience, but it is what it is...)
I am learning to be assertive, learning patience, tolerance, and love.
So I will be humble and learn.
Because I don't want this experience ever, EVER again.