What's wrong with me?
That's the thought that continuously rolls through my mind.
What have I done, or what haven't I done that makes me such a bad option?
I'm trying. I'm trying so hard, and yet, it still doesn't help.
Everything I touch crumbles and falls apart.
I must truly be a horrible option.
Maybe I should just stop trying, and finally realize this is just what life is.
Maybe I really am just... not worth it.
I thought I was.
But apparently I'm just not worth the effort.
I'm going back to sleep now.